Wednesday, July 16, 2008

seek, and you will find

I have been checking adds, calling and emailing people, . . . Of course I've ran into the usual obstacles, but people are offering me to lend me their apartments, offering me to rent me their apartments for a reduced price, contacting their contacts for me, offering to recommend me or to be a reference, allowing me to use their address as a temporary mail address, ... I am scared as hell, sure, but yesterday I chose not to identify with my fear, to enjoy this, to enjoy living my fucking dream. And when I took that step back, I realized how fortunate I am. And I look up to the sky and know Who to thank for it..... Just this whole thing of feeling grateful, of being able to feel grateful, to have all the reason to be grateful, to feel gratefulness towards these people, is just great.... Halălūyāh! :-)

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