Aight, I could not resist.... I was browsing a Swedish synonym dictionary yesterday night and I came across this beautiful word:
* STJÄRNDIMMA *
I have been using the Eagle Nebula as my Hyves background for some time now, and the combination of the picture and the word are just irresistible.
I was doubting for some time whether I should continue blogging or not. I have asked myself way too many times why the f#*k I'm doing it. I can't answer that question to myself. Maybe I just don't want to face the truth. But lately I was wondering if blogging is a healthy business for me. I am a sensitive person and by putting personal stuff on the internet you expose yourself seriously. On the other hand it is almost therapeutical to write down things that I experience. Blogging in itself is an experience. I guess, as long as it is not an excuse for being passive, I will continue doing it for some time. I can always quit. At least I believe in openness. In the end (and the beginning) we are all one. We are all part of the same thing. We are all rising stars.
So.... As you can see I have - f i n a l l y - switched to English.... I am still planning to move to Sweden. I am almost on my way there. : ) And I would like to make it possible for my future friends there to read my blogs. And at the same time I would like to give my present non-Dutch-speaking friends also a chance to read my stuff.
A lot of stuff has happened the past few weeks. All the big changes of the last months and all the big changes to come have a strong effect on me. I'm 31 years old and living with my parents! Again! Aaaaaahhhhhh.... : ) Most of all the uncertainty is killing me. I am between jobs.... I am between appartments..... : ) Hard! But.... very rewarding in the end. Because I will enjoy it even more to be having my own place again, to be living in Sweden again, to be in the same place with my girlfriend again, have a nice job again,.... Plus, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I am getting stronger every day!
I have learned and experienced so much the last few months... Incredible! This whole travelling to the otherside of the world thing.... Aiaiaia... : ) I have mentioned the personal development plan I wrote for a course 1,5 years ago before. The universe is making it all happen for me at the moment. In the report I wrote down my goals for the coming years. One of them was "gaining experience with job applications". It's happening at this very moment. And -knowing that I'm learning/growing- I'm enjoying it.
I have also had some deep insights that had a serious impact on me. And imagine the SANDSTORM in my brain caused by books like "Conversations with God" by Neil Donald Walsch and "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise L. Hay, and doing The Work of Byron Katie.... Usch.... : )
* STJÄRNDIMMA *
I have been using the Eagle Nebula as my Hyves background for some time now, and the combination of the picture and the word are just irresistible.
I was doubting for some time whether I should continue blogging or not. I have asked myself way too many times why the f#*k I'm doing it. I can't answer that question to myself. Maybe I just don't want to face the truth. But lately I was wondering if blogging is a healthy business for me. I am a sensitive person and by putting personal stuff on the internet you expose yourself seriously. On the other hand it is almost therapeutical to write down things that I experience. Blogging in itself is an experience. I guess, as long as it is not an excuse for being passive, I will continue doing it for some time. I can always quit. At least I believe in openness. In the end (and the beginning) we are all one. We are all part of the same thing. We are all rising stars.
So.... As you can see I have - f i n a l l y - switched to English.... I am still planning to move to Sweden. I am almost on my way there. : ) And I would like to make it possible for my future friends there to read my blogs. And at the same time I would like to give my present non-Dutch-speaking friends also a chance to read my stuff.
A lot of stuff has happened the past few weeks. All the big changes of the last months and all the big changes to come have a strong effect on me. I'm 31 years old and living with my parents! Again! Aaaaaahhhhhh.... : ) Most of all the uncertainty is killing me. I am between jobs.... I am between appartments..... : ) Hard! But.... very rewarding in the end. Because I will enjoy it even more to be having my own place again, to be living in Sweden again, to be in the same place with my girlfriend again, have a nice job again,.... Plus, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I am getting stronger every day!
I have learned and experienced so much the last few months... Incredible! This whole travelling to the otherside of the world thing.... Aiaiaia... : ) I have mentioned the personal development plan I wrote for a course 1,5 years ago before. The universe is making it all happen for me at the moment. In the report I wrote down my goals for the coming years. One of them was "gaining experience with job applications". It's happening at this very moment. And -knowing that I'm learning/growing- I'm enjoying it.
I have also had some deep insights that had a serious impact on me. And imagine the SANDSTORM in my brain caused by books like "Conversations with God" by Neil Donald Walsch and "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise L. Hay, and doing The Work of Byron Katie.... Usch.... : )
